The unknown
Trauma is a bitch. The anxiety it causes following the trauma, leaves The Unknown as a bundle of fear and worry, rather than excitement and mystery. Today I have seen that no matter what place I am in,...
View ArticleA Lack Gap
Today as I went for a jog walk in the cloudy British morning sun, I sat on a hill overlooking the city. It’s the perfect spot to feel away from all the city madness. Saying that though, the city I live...
View ArticleThe Shame of a Suicide Attempt
The past days have felt blitzed with anger and hate. For the world and for myself. In my eyes, there seems to be two types of anger. We all have those ‘natural’ anger states that kick up as a result...
View ArticleTrust? You can all fuck off.
Growing up in a world where adults meant manipulation. Adults meant neglect. Adults meant they fucked you over in any way they could leaves you a little lacking in the world of Building Trust...
View ArticleBeginning the million stories
There are a million stories I want to tell and a million things I want to yell at the top of my voice, telling the world every last detail. Sometimes I get overwhelmed at the desperate need to do this....
View ArticleThe Ocean Waves
I love the ocean more than anywhere else in the world: swimming in it; surfing with it; watching it; paddling in it; discovering the natural world that lives beneath the waves; soaking up the...
View ArticleCafuffled Dates
My attribute that I am most glad of at the moment, is my sense of humour. My ability to laugh at myself and at life is something I have realised is such a big resource – one that I used to overlook....
View ArticleThe jumpsuit
I’m going on holiday. As I sit on the train headed south, watching my favourite surf film, that’s how I’m seeing it. I’m going on a mini break to the countryside! And THE SEA. Oh how I’ve needed one of...
View ArticleThe Wellness Resistance
So for a while now there’s been this thing I’ve noticed. It’s the resistance – the fear – of healing. It’s like an internal battle I’ve got going on with myself. And I feel like the deeper I get, the...
View ArticleThose moments in the wild
How I go to the woods “Ordinarily, I go to the woods alone, with not a single friend, for they are all smilers and talkers and therefore unsuitable. I don’t really want to be witnessed talking to the...
View ArticleWhen the sea of fault & shame is wavin’ about
So there’s a theory that’s been running riot over this end, this week, and has gone for a jog on my inner treadmill, and sprinted away with story. It’s meant I’ve ended up withdrawing. Well,...
View ArticleGroup hangouts
I’ve noticed recently that socially, I feel different. I feel like inside I’m still what I ‘used to be’ but with just added extras I never had before, but on the outside I’m totes not. Hanging out with...
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